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February 16, 2010

changing habits

by arthurstewart — Categories: Arthur, God, marriage, Melissa — Tags: , , , , 2 Comments

Melissa and I have never been one of those couples who consistently spend time praying together each evening.  Don’t panic!  Yes, we pray – together and alone… often.  But it’s never been a scheduled every day practice for us.  Anyone else out there in this category??

It’s been one of those areas that both of us have wanted to change.  And for years we’ve talked about it, tried all sorts of different ideas, and remained frustrated with ourselves that we couldn’t do what we actually wanted.  However, like a lot of other areas in our lives and relationship, we’re taking advantage of our sabbatical to make a change.  Change takes time to sink in, but it requires us to make consistent decisions one day at a time.

During Lent (the Church season leading up to Easter), we are committing to doing a short meditation together each evening.  We are using a resource produced by Church Resource Ministries (our missions organization).  We think this will help us establish a new rhythm, a new habit, that we want to be part of our lives.

If you are like me, it’s easy to over-plan, over-commit, and give up too soon.  That’s why I like having something we are both excited about that is do-able.  Wondering if you have things you would like to be [more] part of your life?  Doesn’t have to be something spiritual.  Can you start with something small like we are?  Would love to encourage you any way we can, so feel free to send us a message and let us know!

btw, if you are interested in CRM’s Lent devotional, you can signup online to receive the daily reflections via email here – http://www.crmleaders.org/lent/

April 12, 2009

The Holy Week Storm

by arthurstewart — Categories: Arthur, God, prayer — Tags: , , , , , , , , 2 Comments

I am cautious to identify too closely with Jesus (at least in writing).  Though I theologically believe we absolutely are meant to connect with Jesus – one could argue a primary purpose for his time on earth was to live the life we are meant to live – I know it makes some people a little nervous.  “Yes, but that was JESUS.”  Or, “You think you are suffering, think of Jesus…”  Yes.  Agreed.  But do you ever read his story and say to yourself, “I know exactly what that’s like”?  This has been one of those weeks.

Let me back up about 40 days.  Entering Lent, I really wanted to slow things down to make more time for prayer.  So, I adjusted my schedule and very intentionally went about some specific practices that I find helpful.  In general, this has been good.  I HAVE had more time for prayer.  I HAVE had good time with God, learned quite a bit, and generally feel alright about where we’re at.

But the rest of life seems to have become increasingly beyond my control.  I’ve been frustrated in slipping behind on much of what I’d like to get done.  I feel pulled in too many directions.  I’m even stuck in determining which roles and responsibilities are most important.  This past week, I pretty much hit the wall.  Fortunately, I had opportunity to talk with some friends about how I was feeling and determined to NOT grab too tight on the reins.  That’s what I do when I get stressed out – I spend at least 5 hours  reorganizing my schedule and adjusting my responsibilities to gain a sense of control.

Partially by volition and partially by circumstances, I didn’t do that this week.  Instead, I took a quick look at my to-do list, determined what was most important/had to happen, and did it.  Yes, I was still aware of all the things I wasn’t doing and probably wouldn’t get to.  I wish I could say I just put those all out of my mind.  But God was gracious with me in His strange way and kept me occupied with things enough that I couldn’t dwell on everything else too much.

Then, as we got to the later part of the week, I was hearing from others around me that they were feeling the same way.  Interesting, I thought this was MY problem.  Then I thought back to last year at this time and realized that I pretty much felt the same way then.  AND, so did others around me.  Now, part of this has to do with our NieuCommunities cycle.  This is the time of the year when life and commitments really begin to pick up.  On top of that, relationships within our community are reaching those interesting points of diving into conflict.  Further, we do a couple extra things for Holy Week, so the schedule also has a bit more than normal.  Overall, this leads to a busy feel about life.

Thank God for the aforementioned Holy Week.  On Friday morning I couldn’t help but think of Jesus and the week he was having!  Talk about having a few things going on around you.   Truly, my situations pale in comparison to what he was facing.  Did he feel out of control (like me)?  People everywhere, last days, big decisions, struggle.  How did he do it?

Enter the Holy Spirit.  The comforter, burning fire, whispering wind.  Jesus, I think, was in control to the extent of letting the Holy Spirit guide.  Does that make sense?  Jesus wasn’t OUT of control in the sense of being some God-controlled robot or simpleton.  BUT, he did listen and willingly allow God’s Spirit to show him what was best.  I think it was actually an upside-down show of strength [of character] to NOT force his own will, to not hold onto the reins too tightly.  He chose to trust God and blow the way of the Spirit.  Not my will, but yours be done…

To live neither in full control, nor out of control, but guided by the Spirit.  This is what I need.  To be in step with God’s Spirit anywhere near as much as Jesus was would be crazy, right?  And amazing.  I wonder if there’s also not a strange peace in that place?  I’d like to know, even a bit.  Holy Spirit, take me there – I need you to take me there.

O Lord, I have come to you for protection;
don’t let me be disgraced.
Save me, for you do what is right.
Turn your ear to listen to me;
rescue me quickly.
Be my rock of protection,
a fortress where I will be safe.
You are my rock and my fortress.
For the honor of your name, lead me out of this danger.
Pull me from the trap my enemies set for me,
for I find protection in you alone.
I entrust my spirit into your hand.
Rescue me, Lord, for you are a faithful God.

-Psalm 31:1-5

March 1, 2009

Lent

by arthurstewart — Categories: Arthur, God, NieuCommunities, Running — Tags: , , , , , , Leave a comment

the 40 days leading up to Easter.  Symbolic of Jesus’ 40 days in the desert, fasting them tempted by the devil.

In the Church, it is a time of preparation.  Sobriety as we consider the life then death of Jesus.  As such, it is often marked by special observances like fasting, additional prayer, and giving.  Sacrifice from the gracious heart.

Our community spent some time last week considering and praying about how WE might focus ourselves in this season.  Some words/ideas that God gave us:

  • refocus
  • remind
  • busyness.  examining.  why do we do what we do? doing the right things. simplicity of time. making room. creating space for…
  • daily “stop” together
  • i don’t want your empty sacrifices.  listening and responding to God.
  • giving.  spring cleaning. our whole selves. sacrifice. examination
  • fight for one another’s hearts. care for one another’s hearts.

This week we will decide on specific steps.

For myself, I am hoping to clear my life of a bit of the clutter that takes up space that could be given to God.  So, I will not do any email in the evenings (I normally do personal email after the kids go to bed).  Rather, I’d like to have more time for prayer, reading, and conversation with Melissa – all places God tends to speak to me.  Not surprisingly, I find myself wondering how I will get to all my emails.  And this makes me a bit anxious, which pretty much leads me to believe that this is exactly the thing I should be doing.  It’s not just “giving up” because of some sense of guilt obligation.  Rather, it’s an opportunity to let God shape me like I desire to be shaped.

May this season be full of Jesus for me and you.

February 16, 2009

Praying the hours

Over the past years, I have discovered that I love to connect God in “traditional” ways.  Incense, candles, and liturgy all remind me of the majesty of mystery of God.  They also make me feel connected to other believers world-wide in worship.  Thank to my friend Myra Perrine for helping me put words and practice to this unique way God has created me.

I have especially come to appreciate praying the hours.  This basically entails, in sometimes varying form, praying at set times during the day.  Different traditions (Orthodox, Catholic, Anglican, etc.) each have their way of honoring this tradition.  Last year, I got turned on to The Divine Hours by Phyllis Tickle.  She has organized set prayers for 4 times of day: morning, midday, vespers (evening), and the night office.  Each time has psalms, prayers, and scripture to be read.  If you are a little wary of “scripted prayers,” let me say that it is also liberating to get to be immersed in so much scripture!

I’ve begun reading this with several friends around the globe.  Each has reported that it has been very helpful to pray with more regularity and speaking out scripture.  As we’ve begun our 2009 NCSA apprenticeship, I think a few may join us in regularly praying this way together.  I love that I can join friends in prayer this way.  Wonder if you’d also like to do this with us?  The books are easy to get (there are 3 books for the year) and pretty inexpensive.  let me know if you’re interested or if you haev questions.

You might also enjoy a website we created last year that posts prayers and creeds that you can say on a daily basis.  Easy to subscribe!

December 25, 2008

Christmas Prayer

by arthurstewart — Categories: Arthur, God, prayer — Tags: , , Leave a comment

I love many of the traditional Christmas hymns.  Though oft’ difficult to sing, the lyrics are powerful and full of great truth.  Tonight, in singing O Come, O Come Emmanuel, I am reminded of many who are in true need of Christ:

the hungry

the homeless

the sick

the impoverished

the lonely

the rejected

the war-torn

the displaced

the orphan

the lost

Especially for these – the ones I know & the countless I don’t

O come, O come, Emmanuel
And ransom captive Israel
That mourns in lonely exile here
Until the Son of God appear
Rejoice! Rejoice! Emmanuel
Shall come to thee, O Israel.

This is my prayer today.  Appear, come, ransom your people

Amen.

August 19, 2008

Amen

by arthurstewart — Categories: Arthur, funny, God — Tags: , , , 2 Comments

note: this post comes from a running conversation at Pangani, fueled particularly by Dallas Willard’s translation and treatment of the Lord’s Prayer in The Divine Conspiracy.

Do you know the meaning of the word, “Amen”?  Dictionary.com defines it this way: it is so; so be it (used after a prayer, creed, or other formal statement to express solemn ratification or agreement).  Basically, it is a term of agreement and affirmation.  But you knew that.

Of course, nearly everyone uses the actual word “amen” rather than any synonym that would mean the same thing.  Have you ever wondered why?  Theoretically, couldn’t we say nearly anything that expresses our concurrence?  Well, we think so and we created a short list of words/phrases that can be used in place of “amen.”  Would love your thoughts, comments, and suggestions..

  • oh, yeah.
  • whoopee (this is from Dallas Willard and not endorsed by our group.)
  • that’s just the way we want it (also from Willard, less lame that whoopee)
  • so be it (we used this one at the Bridge in Ventura)
  • that’s what he/she said
  • that’s what i’m talkin’ about
  • if you know what i mean
  • can i get a witness?
  • let’s do this thing!

Any of the following could be used instead of “amen.”  maybe give one a try today, but try not to laugh.  I do even when reading most of these.

May 2, 2008

St. Patrick’s Breastplate

by arthurstewart — Categories: Arthur, God — Tags: , , , , , , 2 Comments

I arise today
Through a mighty strength, the invocation of the Trinity,
Through the belief in the threeness,
Through the confession of the oneness
Of the Creator of Creation.

I arise today
Through the strength of Christ’s birth with his baptism,
Through the strength of his crucifixion with his burial,
Through the strength of his resurrection with his ascension,
Through the strength of his descent for the Judgment Day.

I arise today
Through the strength of the love of Cherubim,
In obedience of angels,
In the service of archangels,
In hope of resurrection to meet with reward,
In prayers of patriarchs,
In predictions of prophets,
In preaching of apostles,
In faith of confessors,
In innocence of holy virgins,
In deeds of righteous men.

I arise today
Through the strength of heaven:
Light of sun,
Radiance of moon,
Splendor of fire,
Speed of lightning,
Swiftness of wind,
Depth of sea,
Stability of earth,
Firmness of rock.

I arise today
Through God’s strength to pilot me:
God’s might to uphold me,
God’s wisdom to guide me,
God’s eye to look before me,
God’s ear to hear me,
God’s word to speak for me,
God’s hand to guard me,
God’s way to lie before me,
God’s shield to protect me,
God’s host to save me
From snares of demons,
From temptations of vices,
From everyone who shall wish me ill,
Afar and anear,
Alone and in multitude.

I summon today all these powers between me and those evils,
Against every cruel merciless power that may oppose my body and soul,
Against incantations of false prophets,
Against black laws of pagandom
Against false laws of heretics,
Against craft of idolatry,
Against spells of witches and smiths and wizards,
Against every knowledge that corrupts man’s body and soul.

Christ to shield me today
Against poison, against burning,
Against drowning, against wounding,
So that there may come to me abundance of reward.
Christ with me, Christ before me, Christ behind me,
Christ in me, Christ beneath me, Christ above me,
Christ on my right, Christ on my left,
Christ when I lie down, Christ when I sit down, Christ when I arise,
Christ in the heart of every man who thinks of me,
Christ in the mouth of everyone who speaks of me,
Christ in every eye that sees me,
Christ in every ear that hears me.

I arise today
Through a mighty strength, the invocation of the Trinity,
Through belief in the threeness,
Through confession of the oneness,
Of the Creator of Creation.

Amen.

I pray this prayer with fervency today

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